then I heard Iza, now I'm a believer; not a trace of doubt in my mind YEAH!

Blame it on the weather. I'm feeling all emotional. We had to suffer almost 12 hours of black out. What did I do? I enjoyed the company of my bed, pillows and blanket. Ito ang moment na mala-music video.. mapapatingin ka sa bintana habang nagssway ang mga puno sa labas, sasabayan ng malamig na simoy ng hangin. titingin ka sa phone mo at walang nagtetext. Tapos maiisip mo ang lovelife mong parang Coke, LIGHT o kaya madalas ZERO. (Sorry for the humor. That's the best I can do hehehehe =))

I tuned in to the Boys Night Out Manyak Mondays Magic 89.9. It was the first time I got to tune in for the whole show. The beautiful Iza Calzado served as their guest that night. Being the guys that they are, they asked Iza "Kanino mo idededicate ang song na 'to?" to which Iza replied "To the one God has prepared for me"

Insert my seemingly hopeless lovelife. The last relationship I had can be dated 4 years ago. During those 4 years, it was a combination of moving on and liking guys that didn't like me back. I have some major crushes in between pala. Tipong makapa-picture lang, feeling ko boyfriend ko na sila!! Hehehehe =)) To some, those four years was just fitting. It made me realize things. (which is very much true naman. I would like to think that I am a better person) For me, four years seems like foreveeerrrrr!

There are times when I feel like giving up in meeting Mr. Right. Okay, you may think I am over reacting but I am just being honest. While others can snag a "boylet" overnight and change their Facebook relationship status in a snap of their fingers, here I am struggling in meeting guys. How unfair diba? (Mag apila na tayo sa Supreme Court! Hahahaha!) At times, I don't know if I'm just denying that I am hearing an inner voice that calls for a vocation! Baka tinatawag na pala ako sa pag-mamadre, pilit ko lang di pinapansin kasi gusto kong magka boyfriend! Hahahahaha!! A friend told me once that careers are blooming when one's lovelife takes a backseat. I believed this until I graduated from college. I worked hard. Nerdy hard and it was no picnic! Actually, it might be one of the reason why I studied extremely hard in college. Baka pag cumlaude na ako, meeting the right one is my reward! But no. No one came along. I was disappointed. I stared at my diploma for a long time and thought that if my studying didn't do the trick, then what now? (ang babaw lang but true to life ito mga kaibigan)

Yes, yes. I met some good guys. These good guys I liked. But they never liked me back. That's the worst thing! I blame the school why they don't have a subject on Flirting through text 101 or How to Start a Conversation with a Guy. That might have been helpful. If meeting guys was a subject, I FLUNKED BIG TIME! Hence, every story ended with my tagline "NEXXXXXXXXXT!"

My crushes kept my sanity. I have crushes in every field I think Hahahahaha!! =) I admire basketball players, medical interns, internet action star and actors. So maybe it's kinda true that I have high standards. (ang ganda ko kasi diba? HAHAHAHA you're free to contest my friends)I get one trait from each of my crushes, roll them into one and ta-dah!!! MY DREAM GUUUYYYYYYY =)) In my world, HE EXISTS. (pero sa totoo, si Ramon Bautista lang talaga sya hihihihi <3)

But then, here is Iza, dedicating a song to the one God has prepared for her. Isn't it inspiring? She's pretty, successful and a good person. She's not rushing. She waited and is still waiting. Maybe, it's too early for me to give up. Too exaggerated to believe God hasn't prepared anyone for me. 

I am laughing at my dumb self for sharing this HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! =)) JUST MY HONEST TO GOODNESS SELF. :)

And oh, my mobile number is 09........ book me for a date! Hehehehe kidding!

Cheers

patron tickets in my room

I had the greatest time of coming back to the Araneta Coliseum to catch the game one of the UAAP Finasls between my alma mater FEU Tamaraws and their finals arch nemesis, the Ateneo Blue Eagles last Saturday. The best part was that I got to watch it with my dearest Paps and my sister Tin! (though we're not seated together. we were together through text messages while the game is going on hehehe) I was seated beside my buddy Timmy (do you think calling Timmy my buddy seems boyish? hehehe maybe we'll call each other chums nalang.. but too cheesy) who came late due to the full parking spaces! I fetched her from the coliseum entrance just as the second quarter was about to start! She was practically there for a good one hour. Atleast diba? We shared chikas in between time outs. Why? We were seated in the section where it's a mix of Ateneo and FEU. When I say mix, it means Ateneo domination! Hehehehe :)) So hard to cheer when you're surrounded by die hard Ateneo fans. Seryoso! Yung cheering nila nakaka goosebumps! Minsan napapasabay nga ako eh. Natatauhan lang ako pag nakikita kong naka yellow pala ako at finaflash sa screen yung mukha ni RR Garcia! Hehehehe

FEU had a competitive 1st half. Romeo was shooting from all angles forcing a tie at the end of the first half. However, Ateneo made adjustments entering the second half. Most FEU players became invisible and was limited offensively. According to Coach Bert Flores, nawala sila sa game plan nung second half. Ateneo played perfectly ika nga nya.

On my point of view..

Did history repeated itself? Last UAAP season where I also watched live, the Blue Eagles won in a dominating fashion. Tinambakan din ng Ateneo ang FEU nun. I had to hold back my tears. SERIOUSLY. I always tell people that it's perfectly okay for them to think I'm crazy or over reacting, because it's just how I am. I am basketball crazy! I remember crying when Ginebra lost the championship back when I was in elementary. I cried before going to sleep while recalling how Bal David gave his all. Hahahaha!

Or am I just bad luck? Sabi nila wag daw sabihin yung malas, pero sa case ko mukhang totoo e. I have a perfect recall on this one kasi it happened once. Hehehe :)) The only time my team won when I watched live was during the elimination round of the UAAP Season 73, Ateneo versus FEU. After nun, di na naulit! Imagine my extreme happiness when FEU won! I remember giving a high five to a stranger sa sobrang tuwa ko HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Game two is happening tomorrow and instead of looking for tickets, I've decided to prepare my bedroom, my cheers and school spirit. Patron tickets in my room, baby. I'm doing the Tamaraws a big favor by not watching live. Hehehehe =))

Let's go Tamaraws!! May the force be with you.